My Style

I don't play games, I understand what you mean because I listen, I appreciate your friendship and give you mine in return, I don't like crying for attention, I flirt for me not you, If you think I'm just another girl I'm not.

You know the whole year I have been up at ASU I have yet to meet someone I would even remotely consider dating. I know seems impossible right?? There are close to 40,000 people on campus everyday and I can;t find one. The truth is, even though there are so many people, I feel like I see the same guys every day. Really, they look the same, study the same things, have the same friends, use the same language, are in the same frat, treat women and sex the same way.

And although some of these guys are a little attractive, they just aren't cutting it. I like brains, and wit, and charm. I want a guy that holds his own and laughs at himself as much as I expect him to laugh at me. I want a guy who KNOWS he is good at something yet never gloats. I don't really care how you look, I don't have a set type. But tall is nice. You know at this point I am ready to throw all the qualities I like out the window just to find a guy that is up for more than a good screw.

I am not looking for happy ever after, I have my own life to live and my own goals to reach. I'm not going to treat you like you're the king of the world and I can't go on with out you, but I will let you know that I think of you through out my day, and I enjoy being with you. I won't put out on the third date, or the seventh, really not at all. I'm good with parents, and you're friends will like me cause I understand how important sports are.

I know, these are things you have heard girls say time and time again and then they end up being crazy as all hell and try to break into your house just to see you sleeping. I'm not like that.

I know I am unique and good for someone out there, and I will continue to be myself until the right guy finds me pretty snazzy the way I am.

But I just thought I would share my style when it came to guys, and spread the word of being 150% yourself with a dude/dudette. There is no reason to live a lie when someone was looking for the truth.

I am back!

So I know, I suck at writing my blog. I really really suck. And for a long time I stopped because I felt like no one was reading my words. Then I felt that I didn't need to write here because I was feeling ok. And now, NOW after everything I have come to realize that I never ran out of things to say and I wasn't upset because no one was reading. I just wasn't appreciating my work. And although I have been doing morning pages (I will explain these later) My writing is different and I need to put it out there I mean really out there so it is no longer a part of me, so I can look at it and make decisions.

Update time. So since it has been so long since I have written here I guess I should update my blog. I am almost done with my first year in college. I don't know where the time went but man, I wish I wasn't so close to finishing. There is so much I didn't get to do. Gosh but what a wonderful year.
And I did stick to some of my New Year's plans. I did read more...a lot more, and I opened myself up to more possibilities, none of those being love of course, but that is a story for a different post. I am working out much more, although I'm not really losing weight I do feel happy. This summer I plan on remaking myself, now that I have an inner beauty that I like I feel comfortable with altering the outer side of me. And I did audition for shows, I even got into one.

Sorry for all the unnecessary information. I know that is not why you read my blog. You all read my blog because I place life explorations out there in layman's terms with a side dish of wit. But updating you about me is important to me. If you don't know who I am what reasons do you have to read what I write.

So here is my blog. Slowly coming back to life. I am sure I will be able to think of a lot of stories and revelations I've had to put up here.

Stay tuned :)